There is so much rubbish in my room... uhhrrhrhhggh. so much effort moving things around, I'm so sick of it.
So realistically, I know I can't go traveling this year, and it pains me. All my brothers talk about what he wants to do career wise has made me all nervous about life and wondering what on earth to do... Living in England with Cat for a year, next year, is looking up. I just hope I can put my self together in time or at least figure this mind of mine out.

found by the male version of dettie, julien.

i'm resulting to doing this, i refused to in the first one i filled out, but now i feel like it.
1. name:
2. birthday:
3. where you live:
4. what makes you happy:
5. what are you listening to now/have listened to last:
6. do you read my lj:
7. if you do, what is particularly good/bad about it:
8. an interesting fact about you:
9. are you in love/have a crush at the moment:
10. favourite place to be:
11. favourite lyric:
12. best time of the year:
13. favourite candle scent:
RECOMMEND
1. a film:
2. a book:
3. a band
4. a song
5. an album:
6. a website:
PLUS
1. one thing you like about me:
2. two things you like about yourself:
3. put this in your lj so i can tell you what i think of you:
4. POST A PICTURE OF you:

today was fabulous i awoke at an acceptable time then sent jon abusing text messages about the fact he wakes up to late when he says he wants to do something with me that day. finally at like 4:30pm him and jesse drive over and get me and we play sims and talk about crappy late 90/early 2000's music, like steps and 'im blue dap a di dap a die'. jon has the new strip squad album and im jealous as. so we sung it loudly whilst driving home. it was a beautiful atmosphere. jesse also managed to have the filmclip to 'dirrrty' by christina which was a fabulous thing to watch again. expecially when you know all the words/
My brother called up before as i was on my way downstairs and let me listen to 'the herd' which was playing at woodford at the time. we had a bit of a texting ralley which had alot of him mispelling things, or choosing the wrong word in dictionary.
 
i spoke to sarah this morning and tonight, shes comming up here in like, what, 3 more sleeps? i love it when it gets so close you can just say "yeah, saturday" new years should be fucking fantastic! this girls just making me in the best mood. all the time. i just feel good all the time these days xx

and for anyone who likes patrick wolf; Liv just equipted me with this...


message to Lucy
lucy, you're a beautiful person and i'm lucky to have you as a friend. you have so much respect and love inside you and its wonderful. i hate to see you upset. i hope to see you soon, even if i dont cheer you up, you seem to smile alot when we hang out. so soon, okay? much love to you, you're such a beautiful friend. xox

In no particular order..... sort of
Katherine Moennig
( she took it all so far but boy could she play guitar )

i just found photos of me and liv trip to the art gallery, museum and clock tower from about a year ago, they are pretty er interesting, libs using the one of my in the clock tower for a vecter art piece, its sweet.



( city kittin )

i have two feelings about this rain, i love rain usually, but today im going into the city, and i can handle rain when going to the city, but today i dont want it. im going to an 18th tonight, for her sake i wish it wasn't raining. water ristrictions are on level 2, rain wont help the water levels that much, but it does water everyones plants. 

i was so utterly pathetic, my entry in my journal/diary i had to make at school, from like march this year says something like "even the trees are sad" when i saw this i really really couldn't help but show kat and laugh our head off, im glad im not like that now. it really makes me feel good to know that im not a complete wreck, but i really should go to the gym.



today was okay, i didn't do much, sophies 18th and so shes going to nightowl this afternoon is school uniform to buy cigerettes just to annoy. paid kate 10 bucks today, we spent it all at the tuckshop, i feel so gross from eating that much,