Something's happening, don't speak too soon.

But I'm going to meet the one I love, so please don't stand in my way.

Mon, 21 Apr 2008 03:24:12 GMT

There is so much rubbish in my room... uhhrrhrhhggh. so much effort moving things around, I'm so sick of it.
So realistically, I know I can't go traveling this year, and it pains me. All my brothers talk about what he wants to do career wise has made me all nervous about life and wondering what on earth to do... Living in England with Cat for a year, next year, is looking up. I just hope I can put my self together in time or at least figure this mind of mine out.

the internet... its serious business

Mon, 05 Jun 2006 10:18:44 GMT

Friends only,
comment to be added.

Mon, 01 May 2006 09:48:55 GMT

found by the male version of dettie, julien.

Fri, 13 Jan 2006 05:01:17 GMT

i'm resulting to doing this, i refused to in the first one i filled out, but now i feel like it.
1. name:
2. birthday:
3. where you live:
4. what makes you happy:
5. what are you listening to now/have listened to last:
6. do you read my lj:
7. if you do, what is particularly good/bad about it:
8. an interesting fact about you:
9. are you in love/have a crush at the moment:
10. favourite place to be:
11. favourite lyric:
12. best time of the year:
13. favourite candle scent:
RECOMMEND
1. a film:
2. a book:
3. a band
4. a song
5. an album:
6. a website:
PLUS
1. one thing you like about me:
2. two things you like about yourself:
3. put this in your lj so i can tell you what i think of you:
4. POST A PICTURE OF you:

cock, the size of a cucumber. unrelliable narrator

Wed, 28 Dec 2005 10:28:22 GMT

today was fabulous i awoke at an acceptable time then sent jon abusing text messages about the fact he wakes up to late when he says he wants to do something with me that day. finally at like 4:30pm him and jesse drive over and get me and we play sims and talk about crappy late 90/early 2000's music, like steps and 'im blue dap a di dap a die'. jon has the new strip squad album and im jealous as. so we sung it loudly whilst driving home. it was a beautiful atmosphere. jesse also managed to have the filmclip to 'dirrrty' by christina which was a fabulous thing to watch again. expecially when you know all the words/
My brother called up before as i was on my way downstairs and let me listen to 'the herd' which was playing at woodford at the time. we had a bit of a texting ralley which had alot of him mispelling things, or choosing the wrong word in dictionary.

i spoke to sarah this morning and tonight, shes comming up here in like, what, 3 more sleeps? i love it when it gets so close you can just say "yeah, saturday" new years should be fucking fantastic! this girls just making me in the best mood. all the time. i just feel good all the time these days xx

and for anyone who likes patrick wolf; Liv just equipted me with this...

message to Lucy
lucy, you're a beautiful person and i'm lucky to have you as a friend. you have so much respect and love inside you and its wonderful. i hate to see you upset. i hope to see you soon, even if i dont cheer you up, you seem to smile alot when we hang out. so soon, okay? much love to you, you're such a beautiful friend. xox

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 07:07:58 GMT

In no particular order..... sort of
Katherine Moennig

david bowie

angelina Jolie <3<3<3

Jonathan Rhys Meyers and Ewan McGregor

Maggie Gyllenhaal

Kings of Leon

frank sinatra

le tigre

and of course, missy

Sun, 06 Nov 2005 01:43:21 GMT

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 23:25:31 GMT

i just found photos of me and liv trip to the art gallery, museum and clock tower from about a year ago, they are pretty er interesting, libs using the one of my in the clock tower for a vecter art piece, its sweet.

Fri, 04 Nov 2005 22:00:07 GMT

i have two feelings about this rain, i love rain usually, but today im going into the city, and i can handle rain when going to the city, but today i dont want it. im going to an 18th tonight, for her sake i wish it wasn't raining. water ristrictions are on level 2, rain wont help the water levels that much, but it does water everyones plants.

anyway, connor and i are going to the city today and he's getting his ear pierced, which he will do. wont you connor? he promised he wouldn't back out, because hes been going on about it for months and i just want him to do it already.

this entry has no point really/

but the rain just stopped, and im hopping it wont come back till tomorrow, when im too tierd etc to care.

Thu, 03 Nov 2005 06:27:15 GMT

i was so utterly pathetic, my entry in my journal/diary i had to make at school, from like march this year says something like "even the trees are sad" when i saw this i really really couldn't help but show kat and laugh our head off, im glad im not like that now. it really makes me feel good to know that im not a complete wreck, but i really should go to the gym.

today was okay, i didn't do much, sophies 18th and so shes going to nightowl this afternoon is school uniform to buy cigerettes just to annoy. paid kate 10 bucks today, we spent it all at the tuckshop, i feel so gross from eating that much,

Wed, 02 Nov 2005 10:59:59 GMT

ive finally, happily, done another piece of assessment, in class double maths assignement.
it was so easy, i sat waiting pretty bored towards the end. only about 12 more to go, or 13. great!
12 actually, i just did a science oral, we had about 2 weeks on it and my group did nothing till the last lesson where anne and jade did everything and me and elly kind of just laughed about.
we performed it, i was reading my script for the first time. i walked past mrs corsecadden at the end, and i read my criteria sheet, and it had abig A on it.
i caught ellys eye and we walked back to our seat and burst into silent fits of laughter.
school is almost over for me, i mean after the next two years. but for this year only 3 more weeks.
also i just downloaded, for some unknown odd reason, how soon is now by tatu, its not actually THAT bad, it makes me think. but i guess alot of music, or music in general, does that to me.
i went through all my photos before, if i wasn't so lazy ild put some up

Sun, 30 Oct 2005 09:53:33 GMT

i just watched up to the fouth DVD of the L word season one. i didn't watch the fourth because the most 'reliable' source i got the dvds off happened to forget to put that one in the case. stupid. and the most annoying part is, iam really in teh mood, and really absorbed into it, and i cant find out how it ends.

since summer is beggining elly is starting to have heaps of people who are performing at woodford come and stay with her, yesterday when i went over there was 3 new girls and 2 new guys, then today there was on top of them 2 new girls and a guy.
they are all like fire twirlers and african drummers, and its fantastic to sit on ellys deck or in the pool and watch kyal (this guy living with her) practice firetwirling, then all the others join in.

i cant even imagine what summer is going to be liike.

Sat, 29 Oct 2005 03:00:34 GMT

school dance was last night, it was not that good, i only really went because the school really needs people to go, we ended up havning 500+ people which was probably the best in years.
i arrived and spent the begining saying hello to people, then selling drinks. the second part, mr sharland tried to come into the dance - i was watching - and the security wouldn't let him in, then asked for id when he laughed. mr williams came out and got him, and then my evening was a little better.
we spent then from about 8pm till 9:30 looking at the ridiculous outfits and taking photos at the really hidious ones, we caught people who where kissing, we talked alot and i had a nice time.
he then left and since kate and liv had run off, i made friends and talked to some girl from the gap and her friend, who i just saw about 30 minutes ago through bus windows on my way home.
the night ended and me and kate went back to hers and watched the l word till we fell asleep, then woke thismorning oddly at 7am, and watched more l word then i came home.

i hate school dances really, but this one was okay i guess.

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 23:32:21 GMT

rexjackson 2004-05-19 08:29 am

haiku:

dette is my prince

she watches from the garden

she love plays with girls.

i just found this from ages ago, cute cute jon.

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 21:17:16 GMT

ich liebe dich <3

Sun, 16 Oct 2005 23:35:40 GMT

i dont think anyone can beat missing three busses in a row. it really is a sign not to go to school, but hey i dont mind mondays
.

te he

Fri, 14 Oct 2005 12:15:27 GMT

i just stripped off for a shower and rubbed excess sand and stones off my body, then i found a little little tick next to my right hip bone. i hysterically freaked out and made mum get rid of it. i then - in the shower - thought about the marvolous camp i had just witnessed. it was fantastic, i spent tuesday night with the girls in our group in a tipi that we managed to build after it fell over and the main pole fell on my head. more or less the boys made it for us. our teacher was quite laid back who was with us and let us wander the beach that night. old friendships where reborn between friendships which seemed long gone. the second day shattered everyone with all the friendships going nutty because kate went nuts without cigerettes, and had lost her medication. everyone was fighting, that day was the worst and ended with ewen and michael getting into a fight and michael punching ewen and both of them got sent home by the other teachers who found out about it. the second night was spent with our whole group (14 people, 6 boys, 8 girls) sleeping under a huge tarpolan which we had to make some sort of anti mosquito thing too, it was nice, really really open to breeze and lots of bodies on the ground.
last night was solo. for me it was fantastic, the beggining i spent sitting in undies and a black shirt on the beach with my hair pulled back completally. building sand sculptures and castles. i sat in the water and then spotted huge humpback wales which where throwing themselves into the air and flying backwards.
i fell asleep at 7pm woke at 12am sat on the beach and ate a carrot then woke again at 5am.

the evening was spent with elly watching through the whole bowie dvd, laughing and smiling as she made me sing louder and louder to his songs.

im tierd, i have an ingrown nail and a lightheaded feeling in my head.
my tribe was the best, everyone i really loved in my class was in it. i love being 15.

- i hadn't brushed my teeth since monday morning, or showered for that matter. i hated getting rid of the sexy look i had adopted when i stripped and saw myself with sandy hair and a shell necklace -

Sun, 09 Oct 2005 10:04:22 GMT

camp, soon. we leave tuesday morning. so far i have managed to fit a sleeping bag, a ground matt, 3 shirts, two pairs of pants, shoes, lots of socks - i love socks, i love and need socks - multiple different coloured undies, a plastic cutlery and bowl etc set, togs and a toothbrush! into the onebag, its a 65 litre bag and i still have more shirts to add and some pants:$ its one of those mega bags which people take on 21 day journey hikes.
the problem is i still have to pack water, and all the food which our group is buying tomorrow. and i have an odd odd odd feeling we will be sitting on our bags trying to get them closed.
this camp is on the beach in a national park place. it should be beautiful, many photos taken. i still haven't decided if i bring chucks or proper walking shoes. its extreme comfort compared to extreme comfort plus inner padding. its hard. hmmm. im in love with this headscarf i just sit here looking bonkers with my hair going in nutty directions, all upwards. it looks pretty hot. i looked pretty good today i decided, which is good because im going to spend the next week looking nuts and painting.
anyway bed and more washing to be done. im going to wear this outfit tomorrow shopping.

my my my what was i doing. peanut butter on my face and what am i eating, peanut butter and a chocolate wheatie. elly is digging into icecream, peanut butter and more chocolate wheeties. my hair looks so sweaty. i love this photo .

and then i find the answer as to why i painted myself green for the swimming carnival the next day;

Fri, 07 Oct 2005 22:43:56 GMT

Hair in my opinion shouldn't even exist. what does it do? it looks nice for about a week. thats about the only pro when i think about it, and maybe that it keeps your head warm, a little to warm. but its so time consuming to figure it out every morning, washing it is the biggest shit - in fact i barely do -, it really gets in the way expecially when playing hacky sack - which is the best thing to do when you wake up at 5:45 sweating and trying to remember your dream. it really should not be there, this way everyone would never care if anyone else was bald. but knowing our society they would start to care about how nice your bald head looked, and how you could make it look prettier. our society sucks.

apart from that, im going on camp on tuesday. its called rites of passage or something and its about us being in the middle of highschool and developing into adults. lots of spiritual things involed, which i dont mind because i enjoy what my school gives most of the time. turns out my camp is in nsw, on sunday night brad ewen and i are staying at elly's and we have to catch a train from mitchleton to central then to robina where we get picked up by a bus. but we have to be at robina by 8:30 which involves some nice 6am trains. im looking forward to this camp, but iam very ill prepared. we came back from holidays and where meant to figure out our food, but i always seemed to miss out on the lessons so still right now we have no idea what we are going to eat over the 4 days. we are planning to go to woolies and just find some long lasting stuff.

anyway im rambling, i woke up too early. but my points where, hair is crap - shouldn't exist. im going to be in nsw i think elly said about a quite short drive from kempsey, which is the town that sarah lives just out of which is erally really frustrating because ive never met her. its killing me.

hey when i come back im meant to be an adult, yess.

Tue, 04 Oct 2005 11:50:20 GMT

i wont dance. dont ask me.

i wont dance dont ask me

i wont dance, madam with you.

my heart wont let my feet do things that they should do

Tue, 04 Oct 2005 03:13:39 GMT

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Fri, 30 Sep 2005 06:45:32 GMT

schools over for the week, today seemed to tick by so slow this morning then for the middle 3 periods i watched a movie every lesson, except art. i went to melbourne the last week of the holidays and spent time with my big brother, saw my cousin, went to the zoo, saw my other cousin and her child michael and went shopping with lib and bumble. a lot.

my cousin jan.

shopping on brunswick street, which is probably 15 times better than the brisbane one and about 100 times longer. maybe not, but it was long.

Fri, 16 Sep 2005 12:03:01 GMT

im now 15. my birthday was on the 13th (tuesday) and Michael and I went into the city. We walked into West End and then ate vegeterian nachos at Three Monkeys. We caught the bus to New farm park and climbed trees. We then made our way slowly back to the city and went to every boost in the city to get free birthday drinks.

My parents go away tomorrow, from saturday till wednesday. Then my family leave on the 22nd and go down to Melbourne to visit Chris.

I've been in funny moods latley, uhh.

we thought we would pose immensly at the arch at south bank.

theres my photoshoot obsession for the year.

Fri, 16 Sep 2005 02:48:38 GMT

when we travelled.

Fri, 16 Sep 2005 00:27:39 GMT

this is what happens when im sitting at home on the holidays